i'm so sorry..

AGAIN :(

well guys i'm sorry *hugs* but i think this one is kinda serious. someone please remind me not to be bored with this blogging thingy :'

see you later dahlings ^^

UPDATE:
1. for those who ask: it's NOT fake eyelashes. thank you.

2. ada error tidak diundang di link list saya, mohon bagi siapapun yang punya link saya di blognya lapor! segera dibetulkan secepatnya sesudah saya kembali ke blog ini :3

but i do leave you something(s) to read :)

take a look at my popular post on the left sidebar.. (lots of my friends LOVE this one: penggalauan sailormoon) or try these posts:

"but" | take a look at me a bit closer | everybody's struggling | untuk semua teman yang retak hatinya :) | i wonder.. | lo bisa buat apa dari kertas? | irony in the end of relationship | sekedar opini | my randomness


in the mood of some poems?
ketika kebahagiaan memprotes
cinta?
kenangan yang tidak pernah dikenang (aku, kamu dan sebuah spasi)
belum ada judul
kita
puisi cinta tanpa kata cinta :)


who i am and what brings me here?


looking for me?
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comment here or simply shout it :)


see ya later, fellas! wish me luck for my exams and strugglings in life <3

blogroll :3

Ladies and Gentlemen,
akhirnya jadi juga gue bikin blogroll sesudah dipaksa-paksa sama tukang tagih utang dan fans para blogger keren yang selalu bikin saya iri setengah mati sama postingan-postingan mereka. iya deh saya tau saya nubi, hiks. so, you guys better check your blog url in my sidebar. link exchange? very welcome! just go ahead and tell me :>
kedua, gue baru sadar ternyata blog gue berat banget dibuka di indonesia. hiks, maafkan ya sodara sodara, habis kalo di singapore ringan sih :p *piss luph and gaowl >> alay mode: on* maafkan soal itu ya, tapi gue terlanjur cinta sama tampilannya sih. don't get me wrong, gue suka ngeliat blog-blog tumblrish yang warna dasarnya putih (gue yakin lo sering liat blog kaya gini kan) dan headernya setipe. kayanya clean trus ringan banget, enak dibaca. cuma dari dulu gue udah ngerasa klop sama tampilan ala blog zaman dulu, dengan header model scrapbook, and yes, colorful.
ketiga, draft gue udah sampe 100 guys! ini gawat! gue selalu nulis artikel/ puisi/ opini/ artworks tapi ngga pernah gue selesein dan akhirnya ngga gue post-post. ckck. okelah gue mending fokus ke assignments gue dulu sebelum kemalesan gue semakin menjadi-jadi. yes i got Bieber Naidu Fever tonight! which i will finish both of his assignments TONIGHT!

and last, if you read this Mr. Jailani, i freakin hate you and i'm gonna kick your *ss with an A! I promise! WAIT and SEE.

sorry, hybernating for awhile :) 
*can be clicked!*


some stuff also written in my facebook's notes here
reblog? please put on sources. hate is a big word, but i really really really dislike plagiators. thanks.

aaaa *sorry just blabbering

i'm in love with this blogging thingy! hahaha omy i started this blog on march 2011 dan rasanya seneng banget liat stats yang nambahnya tiap hari makin 'wow'-ing (oke, saya amatir disini, entah ya kalo ada yang blognya diview sampe ribuan ato puluh ribuan perhari, saya yg penting readers saya enjoy reading it aja udah seneng kok hihi) dan, saya nggak pernah ngeh sama followers thingies sampe ngeliat temen temen yang followersnya udah puluhan gitu. ngeliatnya kagum tapi jujur saya nggak terlalu berambisi buat dapet follower yang segitu banyaknya hahaha ya sadar dirilah blog baru, bukan anak eksis juga :p

jujur saya udah buat blog hampir sepuluh kali :)) blog pertama saya, lupa url nya apa dan passnya apa juga, isinya cuma sapaan nggakpenting plus agak norak juga sih hahahaha itu waktu sd, lalu smp saya buat venus**.blogspot.com yang astaga, alaynya mampus. lalu berlanjut ke 3-4 blog lain yang berakhir dengan tidak terurus dan lupa password *sigh* terakhir ada thestarisblack.blogspot.com yang masuk taraf lumayan. ada juga multiply, wordpress, livejournal, tumblr, semua berakhir dengan tidak terurus. maaf :|

eh saya mau menunjukkan sesuatu hehe ^^

oh dear I can't help it, i mean, seeee? please nobody just view my profile anymore, let this stay this beautiful way :') *unless you wanna make it until 7777 then go ahead :D

okay, so, i know more people, with their ah-may-zing blogs. people who can write such wonderful stories, or make their blahs a lot more interesting, also people who has gifted hands to make art thingies (okay, for you who wait, i'll post it right after this post xD)

for those who asks for exchanging link, umm, i dont know when i'll start making my blogroll though hehe, but deep deep thanks for you who mentioned me in your superb blogs :3

and ya, i kinda have lots of things in my drafts though, honestly, i have much more in my drafts than what i have published. i've wrote a lot, fiction stories, pictures, my theories, hangouts, and stuff. i just.. some of them i havent completed yet because i just suddenly stuck and lack of idea, the other, i'm still looking for the right time.

also, for you guys who already a 12th grader, your journey starts now dahling ;)

stop procrastinating, stop lazying around, and start think about your future, your dream university..

and baby, prove me you can reach it, cause i know you will :)

last, just again :p

<3 !!!

here it is, the award thingy :))

From Hanif Abida and Galuh Anis Tasya

1. kalo lagi nonton film suka terkagum-kagum sama tokoh antagonis yang keren, kayak Sue Sylvester di Glee, atau Profesor Snape di Harry Potter (i know, i know, dia nggak jahat, tapi.. well, ayolah, kinda?) dan yeeees i love pulling prank to my friends that i'm mad at him/ her or act like a meanie (and they say it looks like real lol) i ever played antagonist roles three times in drama club and once for school project. they turned out great actually :D soo, do i have that side on me? hope not .___.

2. nggak tahan sama teenagers yang pacarannya kelewat manis. menggunakan that big word FOREVER bahkan pake istilah 'bojo' 'papa-mama' sampe ngerencanain nama anak segala. i mean, seriously? dengernya aja berasa diabetes. no offense for anybody, tapi beneran itu tuh apa banget tau nggak. berlaku juga buat orang yang nyukain cowok/cewek dengan sangat keterlaluan dan frontal. fine if you wanna be open, but you have to at least think about how it actually looks like when you hysterically (and desperately) posting everything about him/her.

3. when it comes to fashion, you definitely can tell.. Ankle high sneakers and RIBBONS!


4. internet addict. dan sedang dalam upaya menyembuhkannya. serius. you can tell how crazy i am that i go online everyday in all social networks. bahkan merambah game (lagiii??) gosh, noniii internet itu berbahaya, bikin hal-hal yang lain nggak keurus, (takutnya) bikin minus nambah, bahkan membuat saya akhir-akhir ini agak tertular bieber fever sodara sodara! oh tidak x___x oke, tenang, sekarang sih biasa aja kok. cuma karena sering buka youtube, sering kan tuh videonya bieber nyasar-nyasar, soal dia sama selena gomez lah, soal dia jago main basket lah, soal dia ketemu sama fans terberatnya sampe kakeknya nangis lah (hell yes, i watched it -,-) hrr gawaaat! anyway, berkat youtube saya jadi lumayan tertarik menekuni cupcake thingy, easy to make, free to decorate, how awesome is that?

5. (used to) have that weird phobia of being hated, that's why sometimes i can be 'yes' person or too nice girl. now i know i just need to be myself and not everybody's gonna like me no matter how hard i try. there's always be hater, and as long as i know i'm not bitching anybody, i'm good to go. still have that insecurities though, but now it's not that bad actually.


6. pernah dapet hasil seimbang buat sanguin, koleris, pleghmatis dan melankolis. tes lagi jadinya sanguin-melan, tes terakhir sanguin-koleris. jadi?


7. pecinta angka 7! oh man, this number is just awesome! serius, seandainya aku main basket, pasti bakal milih nomer punggung ini. gimana nggak, nomer antrian atau undian atau kursi pesawat ada 7nya aja senengnya bukan main. number seven is just awesome. they use this number for everything isn't it? 7 wonders, 7 days in a week, 7 colours of rainbow, 7 rows around ka'bah and for sa'i too, 7 layers of sky, umm what else? i don't know, i just love this number. like, so much. plat mobil vw beetle ijo mudaku sayang B 77 NON :D nomer im3 ku +62857****7777 :))

8. suka iri sama orang-orang yang nggak terikut arus. mereka yang punya genre musik kesukaan sendiri, atau bahkan stuck sama lagu-lagu 80s-90s misalnya, dan tetap bangga. mereka yang punya selera buku dan film yang unik, juga sense of fashion yang nggak biasa tapi tetep keren. i'm envying them since i dont think i have that REAL uniqueness. i still listen to Taylor Swift, Bruno Mars, Katy Perry.. tho i also like The Script, The Fray, Boys Like Girls, A Rocket to the Moon, Owl City.. they're still popular right? i mean, i love how those people have such an uncommon taste, and how they find out about those bands anyway?


9. have a motto: Don't learn everything from something, but learn something from everything. Untungnya motto ini pas sama sifatku yang bosenan dan mudah tertarik sama sesuatu yang baru (sejujurnya saya juga nggak tau ini berlaku buat cowok juga atau nggak, tapi hal ini berlaku juga buat celebrity crush hahaha) that's why i created a list of things i should be able to manage. at least a little. some of them is: je parle un peu francais (harusnya di c nya ada ekor kecil di bawah, tapi sudahlah) and sto parlando italiano un po. i do sketching-drawing - painting - scrapbooking - hand crafting - fashion designing and simply anything art thingies. i love writing anything, as you can tell. i can cook and bake (hehe :p) i can shoot, i mean, with a real gun, i used to play piano, learning guitar now, a lil bit of singing, (almost) got a certificate of diving, err, i do rollerblading and horsing too actually.

and yes, i'm proud of all of them hihi, hey, it's interesting! you should try some too :D life is too precious to be wasted.

10. Cinta Indonesia. amat sangat. sampe temen temen yang singaporean nganggep aku agak aneh karena saking sukanya ngebanggain baju, sepatu atau apapun barang yang aku beli di indonesia, juga budayanya. dan jujur aja, sampe sekarang tetep ngerasa singapore bukan bagian dari hidupku, disini aku cuma sekolah dan nyari temen baru, ngebiasain pake bahasa inggris juga berorganisasi. sudah, lulus. ntar juga pulang. AND I CANT WAIT TO BE GRADUATED AND GOING HOME!

I give this award to:

Mbak Kikik

Paula

Mas Bagus

Dara Antares

Dian Marin

Peraturannya :
1. Setiap orang yang ditag harus juga mem-posting tentang 10 hal mengenai diri mereka masing-masing;
2. Harus memilih 5 orang yang akan ditag;
3. Kunjungi blog mereka dan beritahu mereka kalau mereka sudah ditag oleh kita;
4. Jangan tag balik atau jangan tag orang yang sudah memberikan postingan ini sebelumnya kepada kamu;
5. Selamat mem-posting!

last one :D #bandel

do you guys love my new blog appearance? :D
actually wanna do it with some floral and elegant-feminine-mature stuff but just realize that's not who i am. i'm not that pretty, i'm just simply beautiful *doooohh hahah efek not delicious body :p

been workin on it and ta-da!
patchwork background, owl thingy for header and title icon *wide eyes and stay awake till this time just like mee*, flags for post divider *i actually want something cuter, but this suits best with the background hihi*
some widgets are added too :3

i think i'll keep it like this for awhile :D



now this is truly. really. seriously.
good night :)